Tuesday, November 13, 2007

i hate me
cuz i'm beautiful
& all the boys
come into my lite
to die
irresistable
immeasurable
unstoppable
this lure i have for
kind words
& well wishes
warm thoughts
& calm whispers
about other girls
u'd rather be with
but
waste ure dreams on me
oh well
whatever it takes to be a part
a piece
a shadow
a stain
'ure spirit is too brite to hold onto'
now i understand
u just didn't want it
shining on u
'just work it out'
that's right
i'll work it out
in my own way
hiding in the trees
blowing kisses
outside ure window
i'll figure it out
in my own time
under the velvet sky
blowing bubbles
outside ure door
cuz the nite sees all my indiscretions
luna
always cradling me
crying for me
helpless
&
blue
she watches her
pixie child
slough off her skin
& expose her wings
to the flames
of his sun
i will scorch in the cinders
of ure days
&
by nite
she will revive me
rejuvenating my emptiness
dressing me
in her glowing lite
& i will wander
blindly thru
with softest hands
kindest words
biggest eyes
longest lashes
to touch ure heart
gently
before
u turn
away

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