is this
reaching u
is this the only
avenue
i can go thru
to touch u
how horrible
this betrayal
to be given up
so easily
it freezes me
in places u once warmed
gentle flame
how could this be the way it ends
using scapegoats
in raincoats & muddy boots
to defile all feeling for me
well
hating u is just too easy
instead
i snuff out the candles
just like u taught me
purple
&
green
fused
lumps of wax
perhaps
they understand
what I can not see
empty handed
i entered this
heavy hearted
i centered this
insecurity on me
what
abhorrent insincerity
STOP
URE
EDITING
u demand my honesty
but refuse
to supply ure own
& it's just
NOT FAIR
i’m expected to settle
for thin air
well
been there
done that
but expected more from u
i release u
from all that u symbolized
i concede to
place coins
over my eyes
& bury alive this
heartache
please
forgive my
disorderly conduct
did i obstruct
ure view
w/ my adoration
pity
ure saccharine smile
&
artificial salutations
offer little consolation
from the humiliation
of loving
a dead
phone